perfect standstill

Monday, December 05, 2005

i can smell christmas alr
well, u get wad i mean
hahaha

but come to think of it, christmas is just but another day
never really felt the 'warm' and 'giving' thingy people always talk about
whats it really supposed to be about anyway?
cuz i think everything's just becoming a practice
its kinda like a habit, a have-to kinda thing and not totally by will?
i dunno, maybe its just me cuz ive never really celebrated it
not even when i really wanted to
anyway nothing good has ever really come outta it, for me
doubt this year will be any exception
so i guess i sldnt be thinking too much bout it?

oh has anyone caught 'prime' ?
wah i feel like watching but someone told me it isnt too good, damn
shit, so many movie to catch, so little time
haiyo

boo shit ah
headache's back
so back to sleep

all i want for christmas..

Drinking for eleven, that's just what I do,
When I'm not with you, my heart goes to bed

End of the bar, that's just where I'll be,
Don't try and come find me,
'Cause I'm already dead

With one eye tied upon the open road,
I feel your presence and I can't let it go
It moves so slowly as it creeps into my mind,
Steals every breath I have and leaves my heart behind

I wanna know what you're feeling if you're feeling alone,
I wanna hear if you still care
The last time I remember you was the last time I wasn't scared

When the night starts fadin' and the mornin' arrives,
I wanna still feel you around
Will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground?
Once more, tell me what you're fighting for

Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
There's nowhere left to stay

Sometimes I feel like I'm out here all alone,
Just one in a million stuck with no place left to go

Fear steps up to me with every move that I make
Following close behind my soul it wants to take

I wanna know what you're feeling if you're feeling alone,
I wanna hear if you still care
The last time I remember you was the last time I wasn't scared

When the night starts fadin' and the mornin' arrives
I wanna still feel you around
Will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground?
Once more, tell me what you're fighting for

Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
There's nowhere left to stay

Drinking for eleven, that's just what I do,
When I'm not with you, my heart goes to bed.

mad caddies - drinking for 11

xoxo
11:16 PM