perfect standstill

Saturday, May 21, 2005

rah.. this whole blog thingy is driving me nuts. haha.. i really suck at all these. my deaarestt sis, when will u help me?? haha..

its been a long time since i spent a whole day at home. feels quite good i guess. did somethings i havent done for like 7693 yrs? haha. sch's starting soon. it feels really odd not being part of it though. oh well..
talked to linda abit. realised i've been missing out on alotta outings they had the past few weeks. reason? my phone cudn recieve the msgs they sent. i wonder if its jus my phone. she was wondering where i've disappeared to. haha.. havent really had a conversation like that for ages. feels rather good. like i'm s-l-i-g-h-t-l-y more connected to em in a way.

i realised its not jus me who faces probs. everyone else around has theirs to. its jus a choice on how u wanna see it. whether u wanna magnify it or choose to see it on a lighter note. i should just stop wallowing in self-pity. stop wasting my time idling around. yes geor.. please be more determined. haha..

well.. its barely 24hrs seriously. and i'm already handling it so badly. this sld've started 2.5 months ago. i guess it came a lil late? haha.. i dunoo how it'll go or how u'll be neither do i know how long this will last. rah.. whatever. i've worried enough. i've even worried ur share when u wun even care. =/

Yes indeed, I'm alone again.
And here comes emptiness crashing in.
It's either love or hate, I can't find in between,
'cause I've been with witches and I've been with a queen.

It wouldn't have worked out anyway.
So now it's just another lonely day.
Further along we just may.
But for now it's just another lonely day.

Wish there was something now I could say or do.
I can resist anything but the temptation from you.
But I'd rather walk alone than chase you around.
I'd rather fall myself than let you drag me on down.
It wouldn't have worked out anyway.

And now it's just another lonely day.
Further along we just may.
But for now, it's just another lonely day.

Yesterday seems like a life ago,
'cause the one I love today, I hardly know,
You I held so close in my heart,
Oh dear, Grow further from me with every fallen tear.

It wouldn't have worked out anyway.
So now it's just another lonely day.
Further along we just may.
But for now it's just another lonely day.
For now it's just another lonely day.
For now it's just another lonely day.

xoxo
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