perfect standstill

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

so things have been going pretty smoothly for me
the days at least i think
all i do is blink and ta daa, its the third week alr
good for me, making friends haven felt easier
cuz thankfully, theyre almost all a pretty nice bunch
ALMOST
(thats excluding the ridiculous uncle whom i really wanted to kill)
i am NOT to be trifled with ROAR

well well, CNY's coming
which spells a short break for everyone haha
including myself duh
cant wait cant wait cant wait
the mrt rides all the way to the west is killing me slowly

BAH, lessons again later at 2
i shall go show that uncle wad im made of!
i am woman! hear me ROAR!
lol

xoxo
11:32 AM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

so its the 4th school day tmr and after 3 days of school i realised

- i'm gonna have practical tests every week
- ive to start waking up at 6 in the morning ON MY OWN
- ive to squeeze on the super packed train with tons of ppl (not to mention the @!$#^%@^ ones)
- the damn ride is almost an hour long
- 80% of my coursemates belong to the male species
- out of the 7 female, 3 are above 30 and married with kids while 3 are my species(if u know wad i mean) while the other is well, 26

ok, i actually have many other points but i figured if i continue listing,
i'd probably have to list at least 20 more lol

im amazed that i haven taken a single cab this week
seriously, its too far for me to even imagine the fare
i guess thats one of the more positive thing since school heh

oh and this's also the first time im in a class with guys 30 years my senior
theyre older than my mum!
not that its anything bad really, just felt odd u know
having a 'father' sort of figure being ur partner
learning together and well, teaching each other the itsy bitsy stuff
perhaps its just me and my senstive self u know,
just like how i freaked out before the whole school thing started

things are getting better at least
not as bad as i imagined
pieces falling into place
and i cant wait to get my chef jacket on fri!!!!!! hahahahha
though its really just a uniform practically anyone use in the kitchen
still, im just excited cancancancancan lol
wah, with the super rock-hard safety shoes
i'll look like a factory auntie hahahahaha

ok, i shall take a pic of my uniform tmr(polo tee and pants la)
cuz ken said i look like shit in them
but i actually kinda think theyre ok?
argh whatever haha

tmr people (thats if ANYONE even reads this still)
this blog is so dead its sad haha

xoxo
9:22 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

rahh! ive been so damn angsty the past two days
been gettin pissed over the slightest thing right down to the dumb weather
though i still think im not wrong with whatever i was pissed about, hmmm
then again, for someone as hot-tempered and self-righteous as i
nothings quite right nor wrong

i guess its all the anxiety thats raging my incredible hormones
so much so that even my mum is giving in to me
now thats rare and it only goes to show how snappy i am
school's starting in like wad? 3 more days?
after 2 whole years of not getting involved with ANY educational system NOR school
plus, the activity 'social' hasnt exactly been on my to-do list of late
what can be worse?

and i just got my tt yday
ive school from mondays to SATURDAYS
8 to bloody 6 on saturdays somemore

it could just be me but yeah, i feel like a pri school kid
its screwing my head more than anything else
NIAK! RAH! BAH! GAH!

oh man, its been like 2 months since i blogged
haha. my last entry was like last year?
ok, i should start again i think. hmmm

xoxo
7:46 PM