perfect standstill

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

com's back, and finally ive a lil time for it
work's gettin worse each day
i think its really cultivating the ugliest side of geor
i am very easily-annoyed, snappy, mood swingish, basically, just mad now
hahaha

and my newly found potential good friend is jumping around, seekin attention
haha. a maltese that is. cute. and horny. hahahha
it attempted humpin on me sis?! tsktsk
its pretty old though
wah, chee ko pek of a dog

had the worst week ever, the past 7 days.
shit just have to happen, like they always do
all sucks more when u have a bastard at home (no, not the dog)
and when ure really emotional, it doesnt really help either

a huge ass sorry to jae for not showing up that night
if u ever read this that is =/

i miss people
i haven seen alot of people
i have an irrregular schedule
how am i supp to find these people?
people, people, people, people

i'm feeling very detached
regarding alot of stuffs AND people

things change more often than not
faster than u can catch em
but then there are just these things
that no matter how much time uve given them
how hard uve tried for it to go/evolve/mutate/evaporate
theyre still lying there
making all your efforts seem like dust in the air

and basically this whole entry is not linked in any way
omg, i'm getting more random each day
and i shoot profanities(??) at people everyday
i hope i wouldnt hurt anyone
i highly doubt it, since its supp to be considered blunt and all
RAH, i'm NOT makin any sense at all la
good night la

xoxo
10:28 PM

Saturday, November 12, 2005

what other wonderful way to spend your off day besides sleeping in all day
with flu, sore throat, slight temp and cough
top it off with a splitting headache and swollen gums
splendid

thank goodness i managed to get my ass outta the hse yday
when things werent this bad
please dont watch 'just like heaven' unless,
youre the sort who loves drama mama scenes and super predictable plots

i spent my day calculating my pay
yes, in saph's words, i'm auntified
and after deducting this and that
all those i need to pay (including my mum pls)
i'm left with THIS amount of money, how to save?
how to learn driving? how to this/that/here/there??!
damn demoralizing. RAH

well well, at least its a new working environment
though we all should know how much i LIKE it
at least i'm less sheltered now so ya

and jed, i do not like INDIAN CUISINE, thank you
i cant take spicy food mind you
hahaha

tekka for two more days
most prolly mustafa after
-_-

i lead a boring life
RAHH

learning what to contrast you against

xoxo
2:55 PM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

aiyo. i cant think of anything suddenyly to blog when the thoughts were flowing like mad
hahaha

saw people today but most importantly,
i saw shuhiang ah
hahaha pri school friend man
oh my, its been so long

and tiring balls man, at work
can u believe that there're actually booth/kiosk that has NO CHAIRS?!
and its operating hrs is like 10 - 10
so we happily stood there twisting and twisting our poor feet
flyers giving out too, ive learnt to take whatever flyers come my way next time
irritating like mad when they reject you ok
and bored us started people watching
no cute guy/hot girls
hahahaha

oh well.

xoxo
4:50 PM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

now's the big day and.
things dont even look one tenth the same
HAH

still strikes at where it hurts best
ever as accurate
most importantly, its very sleep depriving
and it makes me eat my words
i dont exactly like that. hmmm.

oh well, seoul garden-ed away with the sis today
went to her sch to help collect her report slip
and the asshole of a clerk refused
but whatever, managed to get it in the end
i felt like we were carnivores for the day
cuz all we had was meat meat and more meat
so maybe i should go vegeterian tmr
hahaha. yeah right, like i can ever make it

I'm Dying, Dying to wake up without you, without you in my head again
I'm Dying, Dying to forget about you, that you ever lived
There's a shade, come over this heart that's coping with laying down to rest
I'm Dying to live without you again

I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me
I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see
It's the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent
I'm Dying to live without you again

The first time you left I said goodbye
Now there's not a prayer that can survive

Dying, Dying to die just to come back so we can meet again
Dying, Dying to say what I always should have said
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...

I'm Dying and I can't live without you again
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...

I'm Dying and I can't live without you
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again

five for fighting - dying

all that goes well's supposed to end well, isnt it?

happy deepavali everyone
happy 1st nov

xoxo
5:09 PM