perfect standstill

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

saw van in 9837518032 yrs
and of cuz her beloved permed hair lol
actually it isnt that bad la
after u look at it for some time
u just find yourself bursting out in laughter for the first 10 mins or so? lol

wah, that candy just wanna eat my money
kept going on and on and on about me losing
mahjong pantang sial HAHAHA
use toilet once also wanna collect money from me
drink water also wanna charge?! LOL
but damn funny i must say
thank goodness ken won money back from her
and she lost her mcdonalds happy meal
hahahahahaha. now we're talking about a huge mahjong crave here, i REALLY wanna play soon la. ive been losing enough, losing streak. roar

damn im hungry man and i dont want porridge alr la
zzzzzzzzz sian
oh ya, i missed this out yday
when the dentist was extracting my tooth
i itch-eyedly opened my eyes and
saw him take out the bloody blade and
saw him hold onto the thread meant to stitch my gums
now, i can even feel it drooping in me mouth
1, 2, 3 -gasps-

lol, i guess im the only one who'll get freaked out by that aye?
too bad man, im anti-dentists

food, i want/need food

xoxo
12:50 PM

Monday, February 27, 2006

back from mr dentist
im still in my state of shock lol
half my face is numb now AND
i think im gonna sleep now
hahaha while waiting for our dear ken to call

rah, i cant swallow =/

xoxo
12:39 PM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

im itchng a little on my arms suddenly
and from the looks of it, i think im peeling soon
wth seriously, it rained on us yesterday during tanning
linda calls it rain-tanning, and im still lobster-ish LOL
wasted my THREE bucks dude

wad did i do today ah? OH, haha
had a haircut at fareast, klearcut
they just wanna make me wait for like 1.5 hours la
weird hair at the end of the day haha
since when do i not complain about it anyway

pirate saph ah, when will the sendsendsend session come?
im runnin low on options too alr lol

underworld: evolution
out next week, im gonna watch it
even if i peel like noone's business
even if i swell like bananas
gwyn, thats the 3million and 1 movie of mine

mondaybluesmondaybluesmondayblues

Blue lights are dancing around
And still I can't seem to find
The quiet inside my mind

xoxo
11:52 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

have i mentioned that i absolutely fear the dentist?
ok, i'm damn scared of them la
since primary school man
there was this nurse, oh my,
she just screwed my teeth and the impression i have for dentists upside down
therefore, i declare come monday, doomsday

visitin the dentist is alr horrifying on its own
its not making anything better when the clinic calls u to remind you,
remind you of the appointment u have and emphasising time and again
'remember that ure gonna have an op this monday ok?'
OP?! wth right?! wrong term used i swear
i dont wanna go la. pls pls pls pls pls pls pls
ok, i may seem like making a huge fuss over nothing BUT
i'm really scared of the mofo dentist laaa(though this's the nicest one ive ever met)
sigh. help with a capital H.

oh well, on a lighter note
tmr's sticker hunting day man hahaha
saph, my wallet damn sick now la
later hunt hunt hunt then i only can see sial, cannot touch
zzzzz hahahaha

and tanning in the morning with miss huang lol
dont be late ah woman, ill try no to on my part HAH
hopefully abit of pool squeezed in between hmmm
budget day geor, budget day

talk about pool man sigh
where's my pool kaki?
i guess its gonna be damn hard to get u out like i did before aye?
wah, those were the times man
i met u like, 35748257 times a week
pool pool pool till broke broke broke
hahaha bad i know
if i say its been going on for that long, wud anyone believe?
'rubbish geor', thats wad everyone'll think
blablablabla

But I've been unable
To put you down
I'm still learning things I ought to know by now
It's under the table so
I need something more to show somehow

xoxo
10:53 PM

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

hk wasnt all that great afterall
and cuz ur trip is paid/subsidized, uve to play maria when u get home
WOW! fantastic!
rah hahahaha im high on air

oh and thanks to all who remembered the 16th
frankly, i really dont think im very much remembered at all
so no words are enough to say how sweet it was of u guys

my brain has been workin pretty furiously the past few days
maybe a t-shirt with no sweater on at 11degrees does weird things to it
hahaha strange weather there man but oh well

oh and i was just wondering, when u take a sudden interest in
wanting to understand someone u barely know better,
does that mean u fancy the person?
and if thats true, does it mean we only open ourselves to options/people
that we do not regard as close friends, reason being,
that there isnt anymore of the person for u to learn about,
nothing left to surprise u with, nothing of the mystery left to make u pry deeper

so does everything mentioned above remove the possibilty of falling for a friend?
as in when u think u have taken a liking for a friend, it means only to be a mistake in disguise
that u have mixed wad went into the right brain with the left,
simply being, that everything's just a confusion

well honestly, i cant help but admit i used to agree with that
now, i just have to think otherwise
ure not left with much of a choice cuz u finally realised that actually,
uve got both feet stuck in that kinda situation
that the strangest things doesnt just happen to weathers and chickens,
it happens to your very own self too

dammit, this spells bad
hmm oh well geor

xoxo
11:54 PM

Friday, February 10, 2006

its 2.40 on my clock and like the past few days, i'm sitting in front of the com
staring, well, definitely very blankly and annoyed at the screen
noone's home. even if anyone was, it'd feels the same

i complain alot and thats a fact
and my dog stinks cuz i haven bathed it for 5 days
im not lazy, its just my mum
who prefers to bring it for grooming cuz she wants him shaved
saving me all the hassle so, why not?

i feel very much like going outdoors but..
stingy geor doesnt wish to spend money cuz she needs to save
therefore she hasnt met anyone in a million yrs
ok not exactly, i went to lin's hse last sat but still
i haven officially met anyone out for anythin in about a month or more?
record broken definitely, my record i mean

so damn lookin forward to next week though
i mean like i really wouldnt mind skipping the next 5 days man
yes, including valentines cuz a lonely one its gonna be haha
and after the trip, there'll most likely be nothing to look forward to
no i guess there is

its working towards saving enough for the bloody course i want
have been talkin for a yr and wasted it too
so now, pls geor, get down to it before u get ur butt kicked

ok, my mums reaching so its time i go get that cute ass perv shaved

xoxo
2:41 PM

I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been

SoTake your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah

And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday

keith urban - you'll think of me

some new song discovered from the grammys
country somemore haha
but pretty easy on the ears
nice haha

im bored staying home all day like seriously
i need things to do
and mahjong sounds really good hahaha
i sound like such an addict cuz i talk about it almost every entry
well, im just, bored

will be gettin a job soon though
sometime late feb i guess
-pokes eyeballs- dammit im fcuking bored
oops

xoxo
2:35 AM

Thursday, February 02, 2006

and how long have i not been here?
all thanks to edgy ta who refuses to talk to me cuz she thinks her time of the months nearing, im here
hahaha god knows how bored i am man
haven been out
haven been doing anything constructive
hmmm i think i should start

anyway, ive been watching this show lately
taught me to pay more attention to people around me, such as my mum
not that i haven been giving her enough attention
but not to the right things that i should have been
and of course, many other people too
thus my vegetating at home (words of j) hahaha

i mean i dun wanna just not wake up one day and regret not having done things i couldve
for people who are like so imp around me
and pls dont think i sound like an idiot or sound so corny
cuz god knows wad will happen the next min man
even DUCKS and CHICKENS get FLU la please
and and and dogs wear DIAMOND chains i cannot even afford
like wth la, so ya

His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now

spill canvas - the tide

xoxo
1:53 AM