perfect standstill

Saturday, May 13, 2006

currently in 'tisbury lane' mood
the guitars are playing directly off my heart strings
and the song my sis just played on her phone for me isnt helping either

feeling rather off track all of a sudden
like its all sinking in once again
whats sinking in, i dont know
just overwhelmed by such feelings

nothing feels too hard to shy from
when you have words to build your facade upon
and a face as your most lethal weapon, most effective armor
against all the monstrousity around

and it fcuking sucks to always be a damn shadow
we all breathe the same air of a stench,
stand on the same land of mines
but why is geor always given the blind treatment
and noone sees just who she is
she's just a cover of many many people around

whoa, thanks for all the attention man,
if thats what i deserve then i'd rather do without em
i believe ill feel more of my own presence that way
i really will, it'll be easier to convince myself at least

She greets the day with her hair wet
She asks them to vacate the building
Because she's got a plan they don't know yet
And if it goes wrong, there'll be no one to see

If she could just get the word out
God knows she's trying
They're watching her with eyes closed
She's always stuck with the old route
Does anyone knock when they barge in to beat her down?

Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for

No one can know just how she feels
She won't use the phone, she's too tired to pick it up
She's going back to the old way
She sits in the classroom to learn with the others

Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for

Yeah
She lives on Tisbury Lane

tisbury lane - mae

xoxo
1:49 AM

Friday, May 12, 2006

Hey Elizabeth I'm just a peasant school boy.
But I've been waiting a long time to hold your hand,
Or something like that.
I'm not a soldier and I'm not a king,
But I can play a mean guitar
And you can talk to me about almost anything,
Without worrying.

Cause I'm standing in my tin foil armor,
My dollar store broad sword is by your side.
And did Ronald break your heart when he called you ugly?
And can I hold your arm?

hello kelly - paper bag princess

these are just some of the cutest lyrics ive heard in ages
hahaha its stuck in my head

anyway, work has started at www
isnt exactly what i'd expect but aint too bad either
hahaha i know im hell fussy. sorry
and ive lost the fill-in-the-blanks to blog
oh man. im random nvm
when it all comes back

OH and my dog looks like a white mice now-.-
except for his bigger ears and longer legs
hahaha poor boy

ok, my neck is giving me quite abit of a problem now
ciaociao

xoxo
12:36 AM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

geor is in her very own summer
her moods has their very own seasons too

it was winter way back, cold and all
then came spring, wasnt all that pretty cuz of DAMN global warming.
(yes, geor's moods are affected by global warming too. HAR!)

i hope summer stays for good, at least long enough?

so WWW did call me in the end!
HAR! i cant even tell how relieved i am now really
alls good the way it seems and im happy

MI3 tmr yo and new glasses!

contentment never came this easily
satisfaction never this overwhelming
just can wait to get over these awkward moments
the ones i know thatre still there

xoxo
1:23 AM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

just done with the durians i bought home awhile ago
and to all those who doesnt appreciate durians,
YOURE REALLY MISSING OUT YO
hahahaha. random

cant wait for MI3 with the mum next week
i was actually really tempted to see it yday with ken
but oh well, i promised me mum i'll watch it with her

redang this june!!!!!
i just hope everything pulls through and not, burst like bubbles
really hope miss XIANG can go though =/

was reading this book yday
'the vindication of the rights of woman' hahaha
then it suddenly dawned on me while serving coffee yday that i personally am quite a sexist too. ok not sexist, wrong word, but im like quite typical.

was serving a coffee and a tea to this couple. before i placed it on the table, i was wondering 'hey, the guy must be having the coffee and the lady, tea' apparently i was wrong. just had the mindset that coffee is something stronger thus, the guy having it while tea, the lady. yeahyeahyeah, what sorta crap theory aye? hahaha. but it just caught me by surprise

well you need a blue sky holiday
the point is they laugh at what you say
and i dont need no carrying on

yeah man
clear blue skies, fluffy white clouds and a scorching hot sun!
what my days are made of right about now
what more can i ask?
=))

woops, itunes is mad and hyper tonight
hot hot heat now yo
hahahaha

talk to me, dance with me here in the spotlight girl
talk to me, dance with me
youre the spotlight girl

xoxo
10:34 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

booksbooksbooks
lunchlunchlunch
joycelynhojoycelynhojoycelynho
speakersspeakersspeakers
not to mention toilettoilettoilet too

haha pardon me but i just feel like typing in threes tonight

neil gaiman ive long heard
now its time to read for myself to find out

exceptionally perky! hahaha
and i missed work today as usual. damn
gonna get hell from the unbelievable woman later im sure

ive been singing the whole time at home today!
somethings wrong with the brain
hahaha

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xoxo
9:51 PM

shouldve known and trusted my instincts
but everyone has a cow side i guess
mine chose to surface at the wrong time
removed the previous entry
it. just. sounded. too. impulsive. for. my. own. good.

the severity of this whole issue on my side of the story has been overlooked since day one

cheers people cheers
all that you guysve been waiting for
finito

this is where i draw the line of retreat

ouchouchouchouchouch

xoxo
3:42 AM