perfect standstill

Friday, December 23, 2005

i had my feelings put out to dry today
and boy did it feel so damn good

=)

christmas is coming and unfortunately
i'm not so looking forward it
but hell do i want a PSP
ok, i''m damn slow but still,
the moment zhiming was playing it today i knew it, that was it
i want!!!! hahahaha

i want the whole work issue to be settled asap
cant take it anymore, RAH
gettin me on my nerves and hmm..
oh i want narnia-ing tmr too
hahaha i sound like a brat but like we all know,
i'm not. =))

xoxo
3:14 AM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

i wish for all these shit gone, thats all

xoxo
11:30 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005

flour-bathed last night
hahaha. sue's 21 birthday ah
she had a flour + pepsi + water + mango tea attack
hahahaha i love my colleagues.
not all of course, not with all these hidden arrows flying around
hmmm

i majorly wasted my off day away, again
ive a wisdom tooth coming out RAH
and, i'm afraid of dentists REALLY.
shit

my four walls speak of details i cant afford, every night

xoxo
11:29 PM

Monday, December 05, 2005

i can smell christmas alr
well, u get wad i mean
hahaha

but come to think of it, christmas is just but another day
never really felt the 'warm' and 'giving' thingy people always talk about
whats it really supposed to be about anyway?
cuz i think everything's just becoming a practice
its kinda like a habit, a have-to kinda thing and not totally by will?
i dunno, maybe its just me cuz ive never really celebrated it
not even when i really wanted to
anyway nothing good has ever really come outta it, for me
doubt this year will be any exception
so i guess i sldnt be thinking too much bout it?

oh has anyone caught 'prime' ?
wah i feel like watching but someone told me it isnt too good, damn
shit, so many movie to catch, so little time
haiyo

boo shit ah
headache's back
so back to sleep

all i want for christmas..

Drinking for eleven, that's just what I do,
When I'm not with you, my heart goes to bed

End of the bar, that's just where I'll be,
Don't try and come find me,
'Cause I'm already dead

With one eye tied upon the open road,
I feel your presence and I can't let it go
It moves so slowly as it creeps into my mind,
Steals every breath I have and leaves my heart behind

I wanna know what you're feeling if you're feeling alone,
I wanna hear if you still care
The last time I remember you was the last time I wasn't scared

When the night starts fadin' and the mornin' arrives,
I wanna still feel you around
Will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground?
Once more, tell me what you're fighting for

Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
There's nowhere left to stay

Sometimes I feel like I'm out here all alone,
Just one in a million stuck with no place left to go

Fear steps up to me with every move that I make
Following close behind my soul it wants to take

I wanna know what you're feeling if you're feeling alone,
I wanna hear if you still care
The last time I remember you was the last time I wasn't scared

When the night starts fadin' and the mornin' arrives
I wanna still feel you around
Will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground?
Once more, tell me what you're fighting for

Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
There's nowhere left to stay

Drinking for eleven, that's just what I do,
When I'm not with you, my heart goes to bed.

mad caddies - drinking for 11

xoxo
11:16 PM

i'm starting to enjoy work, haha
how can i not when i shower myself with 2plus hr breaks every now and then?
heh

aeon flux-ed on sat night and it isnt all that nice, to me
typical plot and ridiculous question mark inducing scenes
hahaha except that the lead doesnt look too bad
oh well, it was nice catching up with lihua though
that ass wouldnt stop laughing at me, hmmm
went to pooljunction twice in a day, the day i played pool after a very long time
beer is not good when ure made to finish it cus the place is closing
hoegaarden hoeggarden hoegarrden
i forgot how to spell, shit haha

just finished mahjonging and ya, basically i won like 20cents?!
sian only hahaha
poor them, ive a feeling the booth will be understaffed tmr
hahahaha. cuz the two late kings are bound to oversleep
while the late queen, yours truly, has no work

bathing the dog tmr
maybe i can attempt styling my dog's fur before that
hahaha. oh no, i hope noone from spca reads this
yeah right, like i bear to abuse my dog, he burnt a hole in my pocket la
since noone's willing to buy his stuff
TSK

its almost 5 and i'm bored
i wanna catch saw2!
who who who who who
who wants to catch it too?

i think i need to bring my kitchen to work
plus a tv set oh, how bout throwing in a xbox?
that'd be perfect
=))

xoxo
4:32 AM