perfect standstill

Monday, May 30, 2005

i dunno wads going on in my life right now
things're coming and going so quickly
jus like u, and the other u.
though u dunno i'm referring to u. haha
confusing? perfect. =)

i'm so sick of everything sometimes
sigh.. cant it leave me alone for awhile?

been running in my mind the entire day
haha. i'm really surprised.
den again, wads the use?
when i'm so scared and i know
this whole thing will be but a big mistake to u.

and i hope u will leave soon.
i guess ure right sometimes.
bout the things i do.
oh well. =/

i'm nothin but a big joke.
but wait, that cannot be.
when mere smiling is already exhausting?

rah.. my entry is depressing.
and its ya, basically rubbish.
whatever.
i sld go start dreamin now.
maybe i'll feel better.

cuppycake.
dammnn cute laa.
be my cuppycake, anyone?
hahaha

xoxo
5:11 PM