perfect standstill

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

went out wit spider WOMAN today
haha..
-psst, psst, psst-
that stupid shoe shop wasn open
and spiderwoman's sick
haha..
who's gonna save the world den?!

nonsense
damn i still cant talk to u
as in library of things to say like so limited
but its soon that the awkward phase will pass
it better or else i'll be like so stupid la

and yes, i stillllll feel like singing
please go wit me someone please
i'll stuff ur ears for u?
i jus got my voice back u see
so can terrorise, again
hahahaha

i'm happy the way i am now
i'm busy makin myself happy
at least for a fact i'm not affected anymore
and when i saw the pics,
i dunno why but feel sorry for u instead
not like things are any better for me but at least i know i'm happy. =))

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.
Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming

and you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time you'd need me
I'd be there every time...
But for now I'll look so longingly waiting...
For you to want me,
for you to need me,
for you to notice me

dashboard conffessionals - for you to notice

i'd rather u save me than the world
i know i'm dreamin and selfish
rahh.
haha.

i'm tired

xoxo
12:19 PM