perfect standstill

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

so much for sleepin earlier tonight
i dont supp i can take any off days this week or the next
and maybe not even the one after
cuz ill need the extra cash for friggin bills and whatnot

well, thats if my lousy body can take
sleepin at 5 and wakin at 9 everyday
which will also include
work,
wrok,
wkor,
wokr,
krow.......

c'mon tell me wad else is there
tsktsk

ok, maybe things arent that bad
i'm just feelin like a bowl of rotten salad
wit a touch of fcukin anger
and a pinch of desperation

and i jus had to feed it to the wrong person somemore
i thought she cud eat anything jus like she claims she does
apparently not
i forgot her seasons for eating
it changes very quickly and randomly

feelin like i'm in shoulder height poo
fcukin dammit

fcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk

on a lighter note,
boss said he'll buy me the uniform tmr (chef)
i hope he wun
just want me to be embarrassed all the way to the north pole la
i know nuts and ya
its jus rubbish, absolutely

wahh..
i can just bite off the head of the next person who gets on my nerve

smile-inducer
where're u?

wait, do i even have one now?
hmmm

xoxo
5:41 PM