perfect standstill

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

i just edited a whole entry i made awhile ago
after thinking, i felt like sucha mean shit so there
not like ranting will change anything

its just a lil draining sometimes
to go back and forth
like you do in a dance
just that dancing alone doesnt seem like a very pleasurable thing here
it just makes you feel like a fool put up on stage thats all

=/

oh and what you did and what you're doing,
isnt exactly helpin anything at all
so if you really do care,
try something new
cuz whatever you had in mind's just backfiring, on me now

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

all american rejects - straitjacket feeling

and shit, my nap got longer than it was supp to be
now, i cant sleep at all
my body clock is damn screwed man
oh my

i need you like water in my lungs

xoxo
6:49 PM