perfect standstill

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

i realised today that 7th month is over and mid-autumn fest is comin
hmmm.
and i dont like that.
rather haunting isnt it?
to me at least.
tsktsk

and somehow, suddenly, this song is ringing in my head.

'swing swing swing from the chimney in the heart'
ok, those lyrics are wrong la duh but ya.
hmmm. nvm.
it doesnt and sldnt concern me anymore,
not these for the least,
i guess.

I FINALLY SET FOOT IN TOWN Y'DAY
not such big a deal actually
haha. but i met serene.
supp to meet lin too
but ya, she decided to gimme a taste of my own medicine
hahahahaha.

i'm certified jobless now
so if anyone has any jobs to intro,
PLEASE DO.
i'm THIS desperate
rah. but its good, in a way
hmm

sigh. things are bad.
haha. but regardless how bad,
i SLD be able to get over.
these are senses that some cute-acting psychologist-wannabe drilled in me
hahahahahaha.
though i cant quite make out any from it.

anyway, the most gruellin part of gettin into shit is not overcoming it.
its to act like nothing has happened and to always wear a smile,
whether you mean it or not
until youve become so numb
you dont know what exactly is going through your head
nor whats pumpin through your vascular organ
all you do is, SMILE.

the above theory goes for many things.
a good example is this pretty senseless entry of mine,
but i bet many dont know what i'm tryin to say now
haha. nvm. i guess i cant too sometimes.

and this entry sounds too much like a riddle than it sld
well, a blog's gotta do what a blog's gotta do,
help kill time.
=/

xoxo
7:54 PM