perfect standstill

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

i was waiting for my mum today
sitting by this small road, on the side, alone
then came this small jap girl who was like hopping/skipping/runnin by
all smiles and sweat with her mum chasing after,
all smiles and sweat too

then this black nissan G35 skyliner drove pass in front of me
with its roaring engine, ok not roaring but u get wad i mean
gorgeous i tell u. icecream for the eyes under the bloody hot sun

allow me to ask this dumb qn, which popped into my head back then
'will u (A) choose to own that gorgeous car for the day or (B) spend the day with the kid?'

i surprised myself by picking B
i figured ive been dying for some simple genuine fun and laughter
which seemed to have gone missing for awhile
hmmm
and no, i'm not lying when i said i chose B seriously.
as hard as it is for you to believe, it is for me too
hahahaha

and suddenly all things simple seems to have been made complicated
while complicated stuffs, taken too lightly

i promised not to care
yet i shake at the thought of stares

xoxo
5:03 PM