perfect standstill

Saturday, September 17, 2005

i'm totally amazed by the fact that i'm still awake
its 8.03 now on my clock, hahaha
and i'm equally amazed by the trees that are still standin outside my windows now
was storming like mad just now i thought the trees were gonna fly away like those in the movie 'twister'
seriously man
tsktsk

was lookin at my mum when she was leavin for work
i swear i love my mum ok
though she's ABIT naggy, ABIT unreasonable, ABIT lazy and ABIT money-sucking
she's A WHOLE LOT of adorable, sensitive and loving
and needless to say, one totally superbtastic m-o-t-h-e-r
noticed how much older she's grown
how much more haggard she's lookin
and how much harder she has to work now too
which seriously shouldnt be the case
oh and regardin the money-sucking part, i take it back
cuz i know if its not due to the current situation back home,
she'd definitely go right down to her last cent for me, and my sis of cuz

i had better find a job soon
and quite being sucha parasite bumming around at home
umm.. well, after i wake up of cuz.
which i hope wouldnt be too late?
hahahahahaha

i'm hopeless,
just shoot me.

xoxo
11:05 PM