perfect standstill

Friday, September 02, 2005

i've always thought i knew alot
bout the things around and people, of course.
apparently i'm wrong
i thought things were in grasp
that i was in control and everything's planned
apparently its not, either.

am i the one reading things and people around?
or am i the one who's stripped bare to the ground?
a huge ass wave of threatening thoughts crashed on my shore tonight
with my feet rooted firmly to the ground

enveloped in my thoughts
who's gonna help collect and read this mail tonight?

i cant even make out what i'm filling this screen with
its like the familiar faces all around
but u just cant put a name to any of them

back to square one isnt it?

fcukitla

xoxo
3:24 PM