perfect standstill

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

the most dramatic days spent ever

was the worse way i'd ever wanna wake up to
the call cemented my heart
the sight just pinned me down like a helpless child
i darent look too much
the consequences of staring was unbearable
stole a glance more or two before leaving

i could hear myself beat in my ears
emotions dying to escape my eyes
and words locked up at my throat
i was in absolutely no position to tell you anything
the custody of that extra portion of care and fear was not mine,
not today, not for a very long time

the day was filled with little songs u sang and played and the faces u made
and cuz of their presence,
i'm not afraid, not tonight, not now
cuz they mean everything, to me

they're all i'm left with, now

tonight

we can no longer fight

we can never return to it

once we begin to see

through the eyes up over heaven

would you ever return to me in the end?

i'm not afraid of you at all

if you turned away they will all fall

tonight

we can no longer try

all the time that i cried

i want you again

no one's heard this

no voice resounds

no one's around

i can't believe it

what i have become

no one

its over now

i'm not afraid of you at all

i'm not afraid tonight

all your stars glowing bright

~~i know i'll reach that light again~~

~~again~~

remy zero - i'm not afraid

xoxo
3:16 PM