perfect standstill

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

removed the previous entry
man it just didnt make sense to me after
haha. i wonder if i was high on air or something

had a great sat at danielle's place
steamboat, mahjong (after wad seemed like eternity), and some games
but, i just cudnt stand the dog, HER dog
omfg it was like the most irritating creature then
oops, sorry danielle but u know its not just me who thinks that
hahahaha
we bought food as though they were for pigs
but wad more can we ask when its an auntie we went shoppin wit
hahahaha

the weirdest thing happened today
i caught a movie at 10.30 AM with......
turtle. oh my.
who wud ever believe that, i cudn either
honestly, there were moments whereby i really regretted but still
its a good start to patching things up, i guess
and he went for the interview with me too la
paid for the fare, which was my purpose for askin him along
hahahaha. evil but hello?!
its not wrong for a father to pay for her daughter right?

and ya, things strange happened
the whole conversation, my postion and part i'm playin now
damn odd
its like ive nv ever thought it'd come to this but it did
well not that its any bad but just strange, for a start
i realised my first impressions can be really bad sometimes,
when it comes to others i mean, my first impression of em
woops
better late than never

2 movies in a day is wrong, to me now at least
i'm broke peanuts for whatever's sake
oh well
geor has changed
i'm sure everyone will be able to tell
once u meet her out of hse
oh my

its scary how u never learn
and whatever youve gotten yourself into now
sometimes i understand why
yet most of the time, its washed away by endless head-shaking
u know well enough that for whats happening now,
ure the one going through the shittest shit
but u have a choice
make it, quick
b4 more damage is done,
to anyone of u
i know this is absolutely none of my business
but tell me, when can/have i ever been able to keep my nose outta ur affairs

tsktsk
i sld start taking up courses
something that helps to meditate
ahahahahahaha
does yoga has that effect?
hahahaha
all these are bull man

like a shout through an empty sanctuary

xoxo
3:47 PM