perfect standstill

Monday, October 03, 2005

sometimes, i just wish i still have the mentality of what i had when a kid
well, i'm sure all do, at some point

its like nothing felt too hard to learn
nothing seemed too impossible to take on
nothing was too hard to speak of
we just had our way to thinkin

the simplicity of not knowing too much
the privilege of having more to learn and see
and the pure excitement and interest we bear for things that were then new
all washed away with time

this doesnt go for everyone of course, just me
for now at least
all these funny thoughts are causing a major chain-crash in my head

it would be good if i can be given more time to sort things out,
maybe even a second chance to attempt makin life work, den again
more time might just condone my act of complicating wad was made simple
and a sec chance might just watch me ruin everything once more

so wad is the point?
maybe things are better now, than being able to give it a sec thought

hmmm

i swear its the free time thats causing this
its robbing me of my humour
and creasing my way of life
i'd better iron things out soon
before it pops another steal

oh, and i have 'homework'
it'll be submitted say, soon?
haha. this's my style for doing work,
D R A G
sounds pretty interesting though
hmmm. oh well.

=)
geor is smiling and she has no no clue why
but whatever it is, she's trying to keep it
oh, maybe cuz mum's birthday's nearing
shit. wait, sldnt that stress me further instead?
die
d e a d with a capital D

xoxo
6:51 PM