perfect standstill

Sunday, October 02, 2005

sometimes, things just refuse to go the way u want it to be
even when u thought nothin could go wrong
what u wanna do is placed right in front of u
yet theres just a dozen other reasons that forbids u to grab hold of it

and at other times, to make things worse,
little things u say give others the impression of what and who ure not
it might not have been even near a mini deal, but it still bugs the hell outta u
cuz ure just too proud to hear comments as such
yet, its still ur fcukin pride thats stopping u from clearing it up
so ure caught hurling abuses at non-existent situations
and u spend more than half the time all edgy and nasty to anyone around

these transitions are the death of me
to top it all up, ive a brain that feeds my mind with feasts of excuses
wad could be worse?
ive wasted my chance on wad i had
and now i'm crying over spilt milk

at the end of the day,
realising that ure the accomplice for all the crap produced
and the culprit for landing yourself in situations u wished were nv there,
its just like the swearing and abusing hurled all back at you.

you just wish there could be a take two
fcuk

xoxo
5:37 PM