perfect standstill

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

hk wasnt all that great afterall
and cuz ur trip is paid/subsidized, uve to play maria when u get home
WOW! fantastic!
rah hahahaha im high on air

oh and thanks to all who remembered the 16th
frankly, i really dont think im very much remembered at all
so no words are enough to say how sweet it was of u guys

my brain has been workin pretty furiously the past few days
maybe a t-shirt with no sweater on at 11degrees does weird things to it
hahaha strange weather there man but oh well

oh and i was just wondering, when u take a sudden interest in
wanting to understand someone u barely know better,
does that mean u fancy the person?
and if thats true, does it mean we only open ourselves to options/people
that we do not regard as close friends, reason being,
that there isnt anymore of the person for u to learn about,
nothing left to surprise u with, nothing of the mystery left to make u pry deeper

so does everything mentioned above remove the possibilty of falling for a friend?
as in when u think u have taken a liking for a friend, it means only to be a mistake in disguise
that u have mixed wad went into the right brain with the left,
simply being, that everything's just a confusion

well honestly, i cant help but admit i used to agree with that
now, i just have to think otherwise
ure not left with much of a choice cuz u finally realised that actually,
uve got both feet stuck in that kinda situation
that the strangest things doesnt just happen to weathers and chickens,
it happens to your very own self too

dammit, this spells bad
hmm oh well geor

xoxo
11:54 PM