perfect standstill

Friday, March 03, 2006

was THIS close to bursting emo-meter last night
havent felt like this for damn long
everything was sinking in
everything about how i wasted my 2 yrs away
how i nv actually sat down and face it properly
all i had was my back to it, all the while

had every word you could think of to rant last night
but blogger just had to be kind to all of you
and gave me probs loadin the damn page and all
so everyone is spared from my ramblings
for they are all stacked neatly back in the shelves of my pea of a brain

for a moment last night, i really really felt the damn anger ive been bearing for myself. its kinda scary thinking bout it again now. =/

so poly, or private?
wait, will poly even take me back?
sigh

xoxo
1:51 PM