perfect standstill

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

for a moment i thought i was on the fast track to smiles
took me a lil longer than i should to realise its otherwise
better late than never i guess
what doesnt kill you, only makes you stronger

was on the verge of some serious confession
but the idea of lettin my heart get to my head once more,
all the unbearable consequences and
names i'd have to bear killed all that was there
ignorance is bliss i figured
just dont be too surprised if one day you realise,
what hold u actually have of me

we are just similarly different people
similarly different

and in case anyone thinks im talking bout my basic test, its not aye.
i wouldnt make something as small sound so grave
and im way past the test anyway.
i can jolly well just retake it =)

feeling uber guilty now for all the profanities i shot about my mum
was just upset by the mother's comments
she never fails to put me way down
and it hurts most to know those comments were from her
but still, i adore her larr
she's the cutest thing and i love her to bits
i'd do my best to make her proud
seriously, one day, i will
i promise to try and we all know i dont make promises, anyhow

=))

its time for D1 now
off to marina square
hahaha.

heaven should never have felt this cold
blessings never this disguised
but no guise is too hard to be under now
when u find yourself helplessly,
a victim of obsession in an overseen calamity

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xoxo
1:42 PM