perfect standstill

Saturday, April 08, 2006

lets talk about geor's emotions today how bout it.
i seriously think that my moods/feelings/emotions actually have a life of their own.
its like a separate living thing within me.
they come and go as they please, leaving me with numerous highs and countless lows.
most importantly, theyre manipulatively disturbing.

anyway, they decided to be nice today and made geor a really happy kid
until it started getting late, they were worn and gave geor hell of a time
not that geor cant manage on her own but she just started thinking all of a sudden,
'who will be the one to hold me, the night the sky falls down?'
evan and jaron does this to people every once in awhile i guess
and yes, i listen to them. haha.

oh and in case youre wondering, no im not emo, seriously
just startled by that thought i had. =))
sometimes, u just cant help but wonder bout things like that
my brain works really hard at such ridiculous issues so yeah.
basically i just spend alot of time thinking of frivalous stuffs
though i know there're many more things that deserves my attention
maybe im just a born thinker. haha.
i make myself sound so intelligent on such stupid issues

anything i say about you would be an understatement
you have me at a loss for words, completely
i'd call this the perfect standstill
the way how things will only remain the way it is
i guess im just easily contented? lol
proliferation of the hearts

xoxo
1:57 AM