perfect standstill

Monday, April 24, 2006

moods were on some serious turbo swing yesterday
crappyness worked its way from early morning till late at night
i got my one star at least, for kayaking
oh, and a slight tann too. =))

so everyone's starting school
noone will have time for geor!
i guess ive been quite a bugger lately
getting people to meet me, not wanting to stay home
now ive landed myself in a damn fix
guess ive to survive on ken then?(sounds damn wrong i know)
but i dont wanna be so dependent on her either
when her school starts, then ill seriously be in shit aye

tmr's basic and i cant even find my textbook
GREAT! geor is ever as smart. GAH.

they say absence only makes the heart grow fonder
somehow i hope it isnt true, or we'll never get an end to this
though i think neither presence nor absence's gonna make a difference
since its the mind calling the shots,
wrecking and making my days
but ive to say im still enjoying everyday wrecked/made

mood/inspiration-less.
its been this way for many days
i think my brain has died.
gah. ciaociao

xoxo
9:53 AM