perfect standstill

Monday, April 17, 2006

sian balls
van shit just left not too long ago
just wanna drive my dog mad ah pls LOL
he started digging ON THE FLOOR. hahahaha
WTHECK man

so shatec-ed again today and submitted all the necessary forms
paid the stupid $50 registration fees(damn UNnecessary really)
so i guess im really headin there? sigh. oh well.
i have to admit im relieved i finally have a place to attend. then again, i really dont quite know what else to feel after. gah

saw this dead baby bird today, ant-infested
nothing about how sad or grossed out i mightve felt
i was just, well, really embarrased by the sight of it
and i thought about whatever i was in,
all the thoughts ive been drowning myself with.
the honesty of the bird left my mind speechless, if u know wad i mean
so no more wallowing in self-pity or whatsoever
nonononononono

choices i made on my own, and for all that comes along with it,
its high time i learn to bear
so lets face the music y'all hahahaha.
i was depressed really, i am still but,
everything takes time and im still planning to take my own sweet ones-.- i just wouldnt get as rahrahrah/ouchouchouch as i did alr i guess, try not to at the least. i wouldnt wanna find myself a pain in the butt for others. all the diff position and all that.i really dont wanna get there, ever again.

ok, im supp to call ah ken now yo
hahahaha but before i go,

CLOWNDIK n JOKEBOX saves the day yo
FIGHT THE EMO!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
lame shit

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xoxo
9:00 PM