perfect standstill

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

though you try your best to stay afloat,
sometimes u just cant help but find all efforts seemingly futile against the world, when youre alone

today was actually good in all
but mother just had to wreck it
she has no idea how big an impact her words have on me
despite the fact that she's just saying em outta pms or whatever
im heartbroken

im at the height of my randomness
and suddenly im having heart spasms
great. all at a time. WHOO!

Back and forth that voice of yours keeps me up at night
Help me search to find the words that eat you up inside
I go side to side like the wildest tides in your hurricane
And I only hide what is on my mind because I can't explain

What if I do love
What if I don't?
I'd have to lose everything just to find you
What if I do love
What if I don't
I'd have to lose everything just to find you

It's my turn this solo burn so throw me in the fire
Trophies earned and lessons learned, my wicked little lies
We can pave new roads with the cold creed stones,
wind them through the pines
Should I stay or should I go alone?
I cannot decide

foo fighters - what if i do

today marks the 64th
i hope itll all stop at the 100th
slightly more than a month left, geor you can do it
i mean, u dont really have a choice do u?
hmmm no, u dont

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xoxo
11:45 PM