perfect standstill

Monday, April 17, 2006

woke at 7, amazingly
just couldnt put my mind to rest
the constant beeping of the phone wasnt exactly helping either
=/

but no, im not gonna allow doomsville a second chance
emo monstrosity aint sucking geor back to the pool
one night of heart-spasms is more than enough
(ta, i found a new name for it, heart-spasms,
no more someone-squeezing-your-heart, at least less retarted. lol)
HELLO! ONE NIGHT PLEASE!
i couldve died of HEART SEIZURE OK?!
NEVER BEFORE YO?! never thought i would either la-.-

and i never quite felt as stupid/dumb/retarded/idiotic/airhead/bimbo/pissed. i'm plain stupid i swear, wasting stupid time thinkin of stupid things that makes me feel so stupid at the end of the stupid day. someone/something mustve kidnapped my brain! die. my pea of a brain is gone.
but who really cares for a peabrain, anyway. -pokes

its really wrong to be feeling so hyper, this early
tonight sure drained like mad, ok not tonight, LATER.
my perkiness is making me worried, hmmm
and my stomach's kinda producing some sorta cry now
i think its trying to tell me im hungry? shit
foodfoodfoodfoodfood

optimism can really either make or break you
for me, i guess it'll only serve to break an already broken geor
wait, on a second thought, i think it already has
oh well. can anyone figure what geor is feeling now?
prize given to the right guess! =))
RANDOM, SORRY. hahahaha.

ok, chinese song overdose time
cantonese song i mean.

当这感觉未发生
不知道你光临
我大概还可继续散心
无奈我的心不经意着了灯
为得不到的吸引
令我不纠缠亦不忍

当他平访在你身
才想到我是好友永远没权力去伤感
忘记受过伤害施舍最假的爱
也会令我肯相信这段感情避不开
忘记如何忍耐但期待一夜之间醒过来
我和你便已如恋人热爱

想想一世待你好不需要有出路
那是我唯一快乐其实期望未算高
不拥抱便跌倒付出的都不苦恼
被爱的当然未知道
好即使我未够好
连哭一声抖不配你便提示我怎做

忘记受过伤害施舍最假的爱
也会令我肯相信这段感情避不开
忘记如何忍耐但期待一夜之间醒过来
我和你便已如恋人热爱

lin feng - wang ji shang hai

facades for sale

xoxo
8:19 AM