perfect standstill

Saturday, May 13, 2006

currently in 'tisbury lane' mood
the guitars are playing directly off my heart strings
and the song my sis just played on her phone for me isnt helping either

feeling rather off track all of a sudden
like its all sinking in once again
whats sinking in, i dont know
just overwhelmed by such feelings

nothing feels too hard to shy from
when you have words to build your facade upon
and a face as your most lethal weapon, most effective armor
against all the monstrousity around

and it fcuking sucks to always be a damn shadow
we all breathe the same air of a stench,
stand on the same land of mines
but why is geor always given the blind treatment
and noone sees just who she is
she's just a cover of many many people around

whoa, thanks for all the attention man,
if thats what i deserve then i'd rather do without em
i believe ill feel more of my own presence that way
i really will, it'll be easier to convince myself at least

She greets the day with her hair wet
She asks them to vacate the building
Because she's got a plan they don't know yet
And if it goes wrong, there'll be no one to see

If she could just get the word out
God knows she's trying
They're watching her with eyes closed
She's always stuck with the old route
Does anyone knock when they barge in to beat her down?

Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for

No one can know just how she feels
She won't use the phone, she's too tired to pick it up
She's going back to the old way
She sits in the classroom to learn with the others

Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for

Yeah
She lives on Tisbury Lane

tisbury lane - mae

xoxo
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